Woke up from a nap to their voice, and theres my all-time favorite refreshment infront of my eyes. Once again, they bought it for me. They were just a six and nine years old kid, never thought they'll think of me. Maybe it was just a coincidence but i was really touched. This is the second time. Feels guilty for not appreciating them all this time. Even though i'm the eldest doesn't mean i can take advantage and misused my power. Reflect. They're always there without realizing. At this moment, i really need supports from the closest party. But they're far away. Packed schedules but somehow life feels empty without them around. Life feels empty without family.
Back to the kiddos, i couldn't even dare to scold them now days because we'll be parting again and i'm afraid their presence will lose from my sight forever (but i'm sure time kills and our lives gonna be back as it was). Regrets will haunt me forever. They're precious, my precious.