tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61379260113874547042024-02-07T01:41:19.054-08:00What's Insidembzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.comBlogger92125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-59572130184259404392019-04-25T12:32:00.000-07:002019-09-16T10:54:29.270-07:00HeyShouldn't have said anything.<br />
Shouldn't have given a thought.<br />
In reality, you were just playing safe.<br />
Running away.<br />
That is.<br />
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Why did I hold these secrets?<br />
Why did they come to me?<br />
Why am I being trusted?<br />
The burden is heavier than I thought.<br />
Even I was just watching on the sideline.<br />
Couldn't even utter a single word.<br />
The air around me is killing me.<br />
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I just hate negativity.<br />
Yet, I'm full with it.<br />
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<br />mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-16773826033010582032013-05-05T22:22:00.003-07:002013-05-08T05:44:37.725-07:00Why do you feel so alone?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-72216973733110635312013-04-27T05:38:00.001-07:002013-04-27T05:42:59.991-07:00Hey, I'm still alive<br />
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<i>" I want to cherish every moment of my life in 2013! "</i><br />
<i>"..since it's our last year together, let's make good memories! "</i><br />
<i>" Spend every moment wisely or you will regret! "</i><br />
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Things turned out to be the opposite.<br />
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What happened and how did it turned out like this, who knows.<br />
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Bad memories were made more than the good one.<br />
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Keep having bad terms with people more than bonding.<br />
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Losing interest in studies.<br />
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More fake smiles.<br />
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The rain falls harder than ever.<br />
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Theres no such thing as bright and sunny day anymore.<br />
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Trying to stand on your own is not that easy,<br />
RIGHT.<br />
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But that's ok.<br />
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You can't do anything about that because you're used to it.<br />
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<br />mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-39010066436795570522013-02-11T21:59:00.000-08:002013-02-12T07:37:01.819-08:00BUNNY PARADISE<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><b>“Okunoshima is a small Japanese island, located in the Inland Sea of Japan, in the Hiroshima Prefecture. What’s special about this place is that it is completely crawling with rabbits – a bunny paradise of sorts. Nicknamed the Rabbit Okunoshima attracts thousands of animal lovers every year. Feeding bunnies can be one of the most relaxing pastimes, and people come here to do just that. The island is a popular day-trip and weekend holiday destination.”</b></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Have i ever mentioned my undying love towards rabbits? They are so cute and adorable and fluffy and huggable and ajfdgbfdjgfufidg ok. I even dreamed to live in the plane that only rabbits live there, no humans only bunnies. And i became the Queen of the Rabbit's Kingdom and i already listed the guards, the warriors, etc consist of my fav characters. I also created an emblem for the kingdom. Old days. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Anyway, the island is such a perfect place for me<strike> can someone take me there like now i need to meet the bunnies can i live there instead i have to the island is made for me indeed</strike> </span></div>
mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-17923831765656428242013-02-03T09:11:00.001-08:002013-02-03T09:13:02.492-08:00The inside that will remain inside<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b>Karnival Pengajian Tinggi Negara 2013, Universiti Malaya (26/1 - 27/1)</b></div>
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While getting ready to go to the fair..<br />
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<i><b>the 7 y/o lil bro:</b> Kakak, kenapa kakak kena pergi universiti?<br /><b>the 10 y/o lil sis:</b> Nanti amil besar pun kena pergi juga lah.</i></blockquote>
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<i><b>lil bro: </b>Kenapa kakak kena belajar sorang-sorang? / Nanti kakak belajar sorang-sorang ke?<br /><b>lil sis:</b> Taklah takkan kakak belajar sorang-sorang mesti ada cikgu sekali. Kawan-kawan kakak pun ada.<br /><b>lil bro:</b> Tapi mesti kawan-kawan kakak pergi universiti lain ha nanti kakak sorang-sorang </i></blockquote>
Those kiddos. What even -,-<br />
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<i><b>ummi:</b> Nanti kakak nak ambil course apa? Kakak nak jadi apa?<br /><b>me:</b> ... Tak tahu.<br /><b>abi & ummi: </b>Mana boleh tak tahu, kena fikirlah dari sekarang</i></blockquote>
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Yes, i dont know. It's not that i didn't plan anything, i did planned. But i think too much that i messed my mind and i'm tired too think because i'll end up spacing out then blank... idk what to think anymore. Plus people will think my ambition is ridiculous bc it's not an ambition (well it is) but it's actually a dream? idk. People wont understand even if i explain to them because i'm that complicated yeah.<br />
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Now, the problem is.... course.<br />
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Uh. Wait. What. What course. I'm just a highschooler?<br />
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My senior when i was form 1 is married and now having a baby.<br />
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I'm turning 17 in 4 days.<br />
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Will be sitting on SPM this year.<br />
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And then leave the school ...<br />
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<b>WAIT HOLD IT RIGHT THERE WHATS GOING ON DID I MISS SOMETHING WHY IS LIFE GOING TOO FAST I WAS JUST A SMALL FETUS LITTLE GIRL TRYING TO FIND HER TRUESELF BACK THEN BUT NOW HERE I AM BUT-</b></div>
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<br />mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-34211258418075226222013-01-24T07:08:00.000-08:002013-01-24T07:08:23.627-08:00Useless<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-44343159162160822512013-01-19T04:09:00.001-08:002013-01-19T21:58:36.926-08:00Bibir Tersenyum Hati Menangis<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-72806333733880264342012-11-20T11:15:00.002-08:002012-11-21T08:00:03.024-08:00Booster.<div style="text-align: left;">
Woke up from a nap to their voice, and theres my all-time favorite refreshment infront of my eyes. Once again, they bought it for me. They were just a six and nine years old kid, never thought they'll think of me. Maybe it was just a coincidence but i was really touched. This is the second time. Feels guilty for not appreciating them all this time. Even though i'm the eldest doesn't mean i can take advantage and misused my power. <i>Reflect</i>. They're always there without realizing. At this moment, i really need supports from the closest party. But they're far away. Packed schedules but somehow life feels empty without them around. Life feels empty without family. </div>
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Back to the kiddos, i couldn't even dare to scold them now days because we'll be parting again and i'm afraid their presence will lose from my sight forever (but i'm sure time kills and our lives gonna be back as it was). Regrets will haunt me forever. They're precious, <i>my precious</i>.</div>
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mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-40440850718914488542012-11-20T11:15:00.001-08:002012-11-20T12:52:22.666-08:00Endless Task.<div style="text-align: left;">
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Feels like going invisible everytime my existance is noticable to the task </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>that are looking and calling for me to start working on them. </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">They keep coming out of nowhere, without a sign. Couldn't hold myself from sighing eventhough i know i shouldn't. The others are facing much more worse than me.</span><br />
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Day 3 of hiatus.<br />
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Lots of things happened since the past three days. Dying to spazz <i>ugh</i>. Supposed to be hiatus but keep stalking so wont miss any news. Well what to do, those things became part of my life... </div>
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Take note dear self,<br />
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<i>Theres something wrong with my eyes ._.</i></div>
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<i>but. don't put your hopes high, mym. </i></div>
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<i>I'm not doubting. it's just.... unbeliavable. Well, anything is possible if He say so. </i></div>
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<u>7/9/12 Arisya's 2nd birthday :)</u></div>
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I need to confirm it today. </div>
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So, it's true. </div>
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<i>Alhamdulillah. Subhanallah. </i></div>
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I'm happy. Very happy. Speechless. </div>
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When i think about it, it's quiet dissapointing. No, not the change. Me. </div>
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I've been with her since i was little. But i change nothing eventho i knew it's my responsibility. Since i'm surrounded by these kind of surrounding. Now, it was just a few months since she left and she already changed. While it took years for me but i failed. .. </div>
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And also, my dear friend. I heard she's living well too. Alhamdulillah. </div>
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I know,<strike> i'm a fail cousin & friend.</strike> </div>
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By looking at them... i wonder.<br />
What about me? Am i gonna stay like this forever? Sit here and do nothing? </div>
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Shame on me then. </div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Aha~ saya sedang berterus terang.</span></div>
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Jangan harap nak dapat markah jumaat ni .</div>
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It's just, you're distracting me.</div>
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Jangan sampai saya buat perangai.</div>
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Oh saya dah buat dah. </div>
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Semangat saya dah hilang. </div>
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I can't accept everything about<i> it</i> this year, idk why.</div>
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THANKYOU :] </div>mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-882772652475846262012-03-02T01:49:00.000-08:002012-03-03T04:08:12.236-08:00Attention ; Perhatian<div style="text-align: center;">
Ya, semua orang inginkan perhatian . Walaupun sedikit, mesti ada kan ? </div>
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Is it wrong for me to get an attention from that one subject ?</div>
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Ok, bila difikirkan balik , niat saya salah . //ouch .</div>
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Tapi kenapa mereka boleh dapat, saya tak boleh dapat? That's my only chance.</div>
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Sedangkan mereka tak buat apa-apa pun untuk dapat sebab cara/personaliti mereka sendiri boleh dapatkan benda tu.</div>
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No. They are them , you are you .</div>
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So it's better to avoid it before its too late, right ? </div>
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In the end, 'perhatian' ni bukannya bagus sangat pun. Once dah dapat, macam-macam boleh datang. Perlu tanggungjawab (eh?) yelah, untuk stabilkan semua benda . Kalau tak, disebabkan benda tu benda lain jadi huru-hara, habis .</div>
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<i><span style="font-size: x-small;">Astaghfirullah .</span></i></div>mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-75837964149956807502012-01-26T05:13:00.000-08:002012-01-27T18:49:56.626-08:00Vanilla Ice-cream ~<div style="text-align: center;">
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Disebabkan ketagihan saya terhadap aiskrim semakin menjadi-jadi sejak kebelakangan ini, saya mengambil keputusan untuk 'berpuasa' aiskrim sehingga 1/2/12. </div>
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Gara-gara aiskrim, duit saya semakin berkurangan -,-</div>
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<i>Hari ke-2 ..
badan dah rasa lain macam. Saya perlukan aiskrim T^T</i></div>
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Sampai pada saatnya nanti saya akan tuntut aiskrim free daripada sesiapa sahaja yang akan menjadi mangsa ;D</div>mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-61986141893024351682012-01-02T02:28:00.000-08:002012-01-02T02:36:40.978-08:00Hidden Identity<div style="text-align: center;">Mym & Bii</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"> Busy ? yeah .</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">Cuti cuti ni pun busy ke ? rasa macam dah jadi sebahagian dalam hidup kut .</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">Macam apa je sampai orang kena booking-booking segala nak ajak keluar.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">setiap hari mesti orang tanya ada event tak minggu ni . haih... *cehh </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Walaupun sibuk , sempat juga meluangkan masa bersama family; makcik-pakcik, sepupu-sepapat semua .</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">Hamir dua minggu pergi sana-sini , siang malam berjalan je kerja . Kejap tidur sana, kejap tidur sini .. berpindah-randah . Itupun masih ada benda terselit . Ulang-alik lah nampaknya . </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Pagi ada hal, petang pergi outing. Petang ada hal, pergi malam . Kira tahun ni paling banyak berjalan bersama . Dah lama tak berjalan ramai-ramai macam ni .. Tak plan pun fam gathering ni . Terjadi secara kebetulan . Mengeratkatkan sillaturrahim bersama :) Tak semua pun yang ada . Still, better than tak ada orang kan?</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Kalau ikutkan , tak nak join pun takpa . Baik duduk rumah rehat (by 'rehat' i mean melekatkan diri dekat komputer)<span style="font-size: x-small;"> * takkan dapatnya duduk rumah...mesti kena pergi kerja kat ofis -,-</span>. Tapi bila lagi nak luangkan masa bersama sepupu-sepapat yang duduk nun di Kelantan? ni pun kira bersyukur mereka datang KL ... Esok lusa semua sibuk kan payah . </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Peluang yang ada jangan disia-siakan ... walaupun kena korbankan masa rehat ~</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Semalam mereka pergi Perak pula . Hantar onee-sama interview . Tak dapat ikut sebab result PMR keluar ...untunglah adik-adikku ~ </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Result ? i'm not going to talk about that.. Alhamdulillah , cukup untuk memuaskan diri.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-size: x-small;">2 weeks; Kajang, Muar , Shah Alam , Funfair , Gua Tempurung , PD , Desa Petaling (Ampang?) , Sunway Pyramid , i-City.. </span></i></span><br />
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</span>mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-88994066624975070362011-12-13T07:31:00.000-08:002011-12-18T01:58:11.053-08:00Be Yourself .<div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLJncK7P9eTcDEckDYNOkiakQxIS3QHkXFgyxeN2LuHhksfG3NcWTEITVejZBzsE7PPydH2QVcagefSCnYaYBLd8Vw-QxGfnK18sf9T6xHDU8pLHhzLLD3WI7JUOOnvCGkfegfXPnbH2gu/s1600/be-yourself.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="255" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLJncK7P9eTcDEckDYNOkiakQxIS3QHkXFgyxeN2LuHhksfG3NcWTEITVejZBzsE7PPydH2QVcagefSCnYaYBLd8Vw-QxGfnK18sf9T6xHDU8pLHhzLLD3WI7JUOOnvCGkfegfXPnbH2gu/s400/be-yourself.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><strike><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></strike></div><strike><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Hypocrite.</span></strike><br />
<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">I'm trying to avoid that but end up moving that way .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">I realized that .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">"Always be yourself " </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">I've been using that word for almost 3 years . Hasilnya ? not that much different .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">I realized that too.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Till when i'm gonna be like this ? Sampai bila ?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">I keep running , hiding.. from reality, from people, so that they wont dissapointed in me , the real me . </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">The real me , the person that they put high expectation on. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">then , they found my other-half . my life in the <i>net</i> .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Most of them were shocked coz i'm not the person they thought i'd be.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> I made a side-profile , specifically for some stuff . </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">So that theres one i'll use it for everyday life & theres one for that stuff . And ofc , in that stuff , theres no other things than that stuff . Well , that's the point i made it anyway . To seperate my life into two .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> I dont usually use the my-everyday-life side often coz ..theres nothing to do ? It's not that easy to be friendly over nothing . It's different in the other side . I have something that made me became friendly , eventhough they're strangers .</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Sometimes , i wonder ... betulkah apa yang saya buat ?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Then saya cuak bila mereka jumpa . Sampai bila saya nak menyorok ?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Should i combine the two things into one ?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Saya rasa saya tak jujur pada diri sendiri.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Nobody's perfect . I don't have the guts yet to show them the real me . </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Oh really? .. i don't even know the real me . </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
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</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Random . Typical thing . </span></div>mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-69414197576288314862011-11-19T01:57:00.000-08:002011-11-19T02:02:17.807-08:00Realiti ..<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmGTdcqAbCIFLLung462CYGq4tIz_QNjT37buMXge17y_CaOD9G8vFE-3hWEL7ZB-dH_1QgZtla4SckuotIAbmQqMrhNUc3Tj2HNQL9uCfzSTvQ8XziVWCaO0MTZHQkHFH-Ik_v7kHKOv_/s1600/tumblr_lus30iYhqS1qbcgxao1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="267" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmGTdcqAbCIFLLung462CYGq4tIz_QNjT37buMXge17y_CaOD9G8vFE-3hWEL7ZB-dH_1QgZtla4SckuotIAbmQqMrhNUc3Tj2HNQL9uCfzSTvQ8XziVWCaO0MTZHQkHFH-Ik_v7kHKOv_/s400/tumblr_lus30iYhqS1qbcgxao1_500.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Saya rasa tertipu dengan dunia . </i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Saya dah tak tahu nak percaya kepada siapa .Semakin besar semakin banyak rahsia yang saya discover . Benda yang saya nampak waktu kanak-kanak dulu , semuanya palsu belaka . Kanak-kanak hidup dengan penipuan yang dicipta oleh orang dewasa . Mungkin dari situlah saya belajar 'memalsukan diri' . I have to accept the fact that i'm not a little kid anymore . I have to face the reality of life . Ya , realiti kehidupan sekarang . Yang tak pernah saya bayangkan waktu kecil dulu.. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Hakikatnya, saya mudah mempercayai orang..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">sebab tu saya selalu dipermainkan . Dipergunakan . Diambil kesempatan . <i>stop</i> .</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Saya tak kisah . Sebab selama ni memang saya selalu bergantung kepada orang . Nak taknak kena terima .</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Then, saya cuba bergantung pada diri sendiri . Tapi saya menjadi semakin selfish . Oh, selama ni memang saya selfish .. cuma tak tunjukkan je . Jadi selfish memang best . Fikir hal sendiri je .Tak payah nak susah-susah libatkan orang lain dalam masalah kita . Sendiri tanggung la . Tapi, apa gunanya family & kawan kalau kita asyik fikir hal sendiri ? Okay, cara ni tak selesaikan masalah . </span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Ya , kita tak boleh hidup bersendiria</span>n <i>" selagi kita tidak bergantung pada yang<b> tak mati</b> "</i>. </div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><b>THAT </b>.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Saya <b>buta</b> .</div>mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-37211594143930185592011-11-11T21:42:00.000-08:002011-11-12T01:51:15.768-08:0011/11/11 , Tinggal Kenangan .<i>There's nothing special with that date .</i><br />
Cuma , berakhirlah segala kerja , mural , MPT5 , sekolah dan ... perpisahan.<br />
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Secara fizikal , badan teramat letih . tetapi tak setanding mental & jiwa yang 2x ganda lebih letih menahan perasaan . Ya, saya gemar memendam perasaan kerana saya tidak pandai meluahkannya .<br />
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12/11/11 , i woke up this morning and stared at the ceiling ...<br />
<b>*FLASHBACK* </b><br />
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Mural - Firts time dapat tugas , ingatkan kena design je .. rupa-rupanya kena turun padang sekali . Diberi tanggungjawab untuk pegang tingkat 1 -.- Tertekan . Benda kecil diperbesar-besarkan . Kerja hampir tak menjadi . Mungkin saya buat kerja tak ikhlas. Ataupun tak mulakan dengan basmalah . I've learned my lesson .. The next day , refresh balik niat . Move on , buat dengan bersungguh-sungguh. Siap juga akhirnya setelah seminggu lebih bermandi dengan cat [ tudung,baju dan seluar menjadi bukti xD ] . Walaupun tak begitu cantik , saya puas *setelah diyakinkan oleh rakan-rakan*. Terimakasih kepada mereka yang memberi kata-kata semangat & yang membantu dari awal hingga akhir :)<br />
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MPT5 - Dapat tugas secara mengejut . Nak tolak rasa bersalah . Tapi tak yakin dapat bawa .. padahal tugas dia taklah susah mana . Ok , terima dengan nervous . Kerja sebelum majlis takda sangat . Cuma tolong-tolong ajk lain yang memerlukan pertolongan . Hari sebelum majlis banyak kerja , stay sampai malam . Perasaan bercampur-baur menanti hari esok . Alhamdulillah, majlis berjalan dengan lancar . Ramai berpuas hati :) Tak dapat tengok majlis berlangsung secara keseluruhan . It's ok , rasa legaaaaa sangat dah berakhir . Once again , terimakasih kepada yang sudi menyumbang tenaga berkerja dengan saya, terutama kepada anak-anak buah ^^<br />
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then , suddenly realize ...<br />
It's their last day . Mereka yang tidak akan lagi berada di Al-Amin pada tahun depan .<br />
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Saya tak suka bila 'busy' . Sebab saya tak sedar .<br />
Time flies..<br />
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WHY?<br />
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There still a lot of things left that i want to do with them . It serves me right , siapa suruh saya tak hargai masa :/<br />
Banyak perkara yang ingin diperkatakan tetapi mulut cukup berat untuk berkata-kata . *sigh*<br />
Maaf, maaf, maaf .Saya tak sempat ucap farewell dengan baik :(<br />
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Setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan . We must move on .<br />
All the best guys ! Nineteenth96, Ukhuwah Fillah Abadan Abada <3<br />
Saya akan terus berada di Al-Amin , InsyaAllah :)<br />
<div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>saya taknak buat post sedih.. </i></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>cukuplah dgn keaadaan sekarang,</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>i hate goodbyes.</i></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i> harap memahami .</i></span></div>mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com3Sekolah Menengah Islam Al-amin Gombak, Jalan Sungai Pusu, 53100 Kuala Lumpur, Federal Territory of Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia3.248221 101.72603100000003-36.8852475 41.960406000000035 43.3816895 161.49165600000003tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-51278109826652350662011-11-11T21:16:00.000-08:002011-11-11T21:16:27.826-08:0010/11/11<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lqk2p89q3K1qc26i0o1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><br />
<img border="0" height="267" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lqk2p89q3K1qc26i0o1_500.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">A lot of things have happened that day . </div><div style="text-align: right;"><i><br />
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</span></i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Saya masih tidak mengenali diri saya ..</span></i></div>mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-72658094718348576972011-11-08T03:10:00.000-08:002011-11-11T21:17:53.127-08:00sambungan, lagii<div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: 16px;">Daripada Saudari Sumaiyah .. </span><b style="font-size: 16px;"><br />
</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b style="font-size: 16px;">New Born Paper</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b><u><br />
</u></b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>1. Sihat?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Alhamdulillah, sihat :) <b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>2. Sudah Makan?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">dahh .<b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>3. Makan apa?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"> lemang ^^<b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>4. Sedap tak?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"> biasa je<b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>5. Mak dan ayah ada kat rumah?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">ayah takda <b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>6. Nak masuk minang boleh?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">silakan ~ </div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>7. Saya / Dia?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"> Me <b><br />
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</u></b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>8. Kpop / Jpop?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Kpop .. jpop a bit~<b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>9. Kopi / Teh?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">BOTH <3<b> </b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>10. Sayur / Snack? </b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"> ikut mood -,-<b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>11. Facebook / Blog?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Blog :] <b></b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b><br />
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</b></div>mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-17338534471399516772011-11-04T07:39:00.000-07:002011-11-04T07:48:40.139-07:00sambungan ,<u><b>Soalan daripada Saudari Nurul Insyirah </b></u><br />
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<div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b>1. Dah duduk - /berdiri/meniarap/atau apa jelah - depan komputer ni berapa lama?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;">10 tahun . </div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b>2. Tak penat ke?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;">Tak , it's addicting :3</div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b>3. UPSR/PMR/SPM </b>(jawab semua jika sudah)<b> berapa A?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;">err..</div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b>4. Berapa kali komputer rosak?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;">tak ingat -.-</div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b>5. Apakah peristiwa terjatuh yg paling memalukan bg awak? Ceritakan.</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;">tahun 2009 -hujan-kejar cikgu-lopak-jatuh-basah-depan-<strike>crush</strike> =,=</div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b>6. Adakah anda akan mendengar dan mengikut teguran berkenaan 'tak baik mengumpat'?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;">hmm .. kadang mendengar, kadang terasa . manusia pelupa oleh itu perlu diperingatkan selalu ..</div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b>7. Seperti di atas, adakah anda akan menjawab "ini bukan mengumpat!"?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;">hmm ?</div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b>8. Apa khabar?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;">Baik , Alhamdulillah :)</div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b>9. Adakah anda sedar lelaki yg paling anda benci sebenarnya tidaklah teruk mana pun?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;">sedar SANGAT =.=</div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b>10. Apakah jenis lelaki idaman anda?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;">secara kasar: berkacamata . ofcourse , Soleh :)</div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b><br />
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</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><b>11. Apakah rahsia terbesar anda?</b></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;">Rahsia tidak seharusnya diberitahu.. Muahaha~</div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: left;"><br />
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</span></i></div><div style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: left;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;">rasa best pula jawab-jawab ni :D</span></i></div>mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6137926011387454704.post-74855980796038029432011-11-03T05:32:00.000-07:002011-11-03T05:48:42.699-07:00Greetings ~<div style="text-align: left;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixjHLjtuRikbOLroji8yuNXwlW92mkuhakWkMd4LJhFQE6fF_a9pK_cuCdz-hYRrRF8ESzVn_J4ysRm4Vebvq6F2ikEqLatNY401XIVTclsttyxLGzBfaLhc62EMA5SGyw1kEQPMZTRsUI/s1600/bunny-754155.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixjHLjtuRikbOLroji8yuNXwlW92mkuhakWkMd4LJhFQE6fF_a9pK_cuCdz-hYRrRF8ESzVn_J4ysRm4Vebvq6F2ikEqLatNY401XIVTclsttyxLGzBfaLhc62EMA5SGyw1kEQPMZTRsUI/s320/bunny-754155.jpg" width="209" /></a></div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">Since i'm back , this blog need a fresh new look . It's getting old here ... </div></div><div style="text-align: center;">anyway, feels good to be back :D rindu sangat nak sharing ^^ </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">oh , tapi saya tak janji akan aktif ..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">i'll be back soon :) </div>mbzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13754977033270258668noreply@blogger.com0