Be Yourself .

Hypocrite.

I'm trying to avoid that but end up moving that way .

I realized that .

"Always be yourself " 

I've been using that word for almost 3 years . Hasilnya ? not that much different .

I realized that too.

Till when i'm gonna be like this ? Sampai bila ?

I keep running , hiding.. from reality, from people, so that they wont dissapointed in me , the real me . 

The real me , the person that they put high expectation on. 

then , they found my other-half . my life in the net .

Most of them were shocked coz i'm not the person they thought i'd be.

 I made a side-profile , specifically for some stuff . 

So that theres one i'll use it for everyday life & theres one for that stuff . And ofc , in that stuff , theres no other things than that stuff . Well , that's the point i made it anyway . To seperate my  life into two .

 I dont usually use the my-everyday-life side often coz ..theres nothing to do ? It's not that easy to be friendly over nothing . It's different in the other side . I have something that made me became friendly , eventhough they're strangers .

Sometimes , i wonder ... betulkah apa yang saya buat ?

Then saya cuak bila mereka jumpa . Sampai bila saya nak menyorok ?

Should i combine the two things into one ?

Saya rasa saya tak jujur pada diri sendiri.

Nobody's perfect . I don't have the guts yet to show them the real me . 

Oh really? .. i don't even know the real me . 

Random . Typical thing .