Kesibukkan waktu cuti

*apahal lah post-post sebelum ni emo semacam je -.- jemu rasa..

 Busy ? yeah .
Cuti cuti ni pun busy ke ? rasa macam dah jadi sebahagian dalam hidup kut .
Macam apa je sampai orang kena booking-booking segala nak ajak keluar.
setiap hari mesti orang tanya ada event tak minggu ni . haih... *cehh 
(ter-exaggerate sikit)


Walaupun sibuk , sempat juga meluangkan masa bersama family; makcik-pakcik, sepupu-sepapat semua .
Hamir dua minggu pergi sana-sini , siang malam berjalan je kerja . Kejap tidur sana, kejap tidur sini .. berpindah-randah . Itupun masih ada benda terselit . Ulang-alik lah nampaknya . 

Pagi ada hal, petang pergi outing. Petang ada hal, pergi malam . Kira tahun ni paling banyak berjalan bersama . Dah lama tak berjalan ramai-ramai macam ni .. Tak plan pun fam gathering ni . Terjadi secara kebetulan . Mengeratkatkan sillaturrahim bersama :) Tak semua pun yang ada . Still, better than tak ada orang kan?


Kalau ikutkan , tak nak join pun takpa . Baik duduk rumah rehat (by 'rehat' i mean melekatkan diri dekat komputer) * takkan dapatnya duduk rumah...mesti kena pergi kerja kat ofis -,-. Tapi bila lagi nak luangkan masa bersama sepupu-sepapat yang duduk nun di Kelantan? ni pun kira bersyukur mereka datang KL ... Esok lusa semua sibuk kan payah . 


Peluang yang ada jangan disia-siakan ... walaupun kena korbankan masa rehat ~


Semalam mereka pergi Perak pula . Hantar onee-sama interview . Tak dapat ikut sebab result PMR keluar ...untunglah adik-adikku ~ 


Result ? i'm not going to talk  about that.. Alhamdulillah , cukup untuk memuaskan diri.


2 weeks; Kajang, Muar , Shah Alam , Funfair , Gua Tempurung , PD , Desa Petaling (Ampang?) , Sunway Pyramid , i-City..

Be Yourself .

Hypocrite.

I'm trying to avoid that but end up moving that way .

I realized that .

"Always be yourself " 

I've been using that word for almost 3 years . Hasilnya ? not that much different .

I realized that too.

Till when i'm gonna be like this ? Sampai bila ?

I keep running , hiding.. from reality, from people, so that they wont dissapointed in me , the real me . 

The real me , the person that they put high expectation on. 

then , they found my other-half . my life in the net .

Most of them were shocked coz i'm not the person they thought i'd be.

 I made a side-profile , specifically for some stuff . 

So that theres one i'll use it for everyday life & theres one for that stuff . And ofc , in that stuff , theres no other things than that stuff . Well , that's the point i made it anyway . To seperate my  life into two .

 I dont usually use the my-everyday-life side often coz ..theres nothing to do ? It's not that easy to be friendly over nothing . It's different in the other side . I have something that made me became friendly , eventhough they're strangers .

Sometimes , i wonder ... betulkah apa yang saya buat ?

Then saya cuak bila mereka jumpa . Sampai bila saya nak menyorok ?

Should i combine the two things into one ?

Saya rasa saya tak jujur pada diri sendiri.

Nobody's perfect . I don't have the guts yet to show them the real me . 

Oh really? .. i don't even know the real me . 

Random . Typical thing .